Here comes goodbye
We have been through so much in the past year and 9 months but I guess somtimes you have to say goodbye to find hello again. So this is my goodbye to you. I’m not going to sit here and try to make the whole tumblr world cry there cries out but this is the only way I know how to say goodbye without crying myself. We fall in-love online you live in Cali and I live in Baton Rouge. That is very far and a long drive, but we made it work for a year and 9 months. But this isn’t the point I am trying to make my point is well, I’m about to get there. I lied and I cheated but of all I lied to someone I love more than anything. But I’m not going to tell the whole world what I lied about only me and you know and that’s the only thing that matters. But I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything and I’m sorry I made you fall in-love with me. I wish I could take it all back because you’d be happy with someone else right about now and not so sad and lonely. But I guess sometimes you have to be lonely to find someone who doesn’t make you fell lonely. Idk But I do know this. I never in my life meant to hurt anyone most of all hurt you. Somtimes I ask myself why I did it and I can’t even answer myself because I truly have no clue. I guess I was only thing about myself at the time and not both of us and how you’d feel and I am truly sorry. But I know sorry doesn’t cut it any longer and I know I lost something amazing. But anyways the times we had together was amazing and I wish we could have it back but we can’t. I miss you dearly and I just wish you’d come back home but I know this time there is nothing I can do to make you come back to me. So I guess I’ll just leave at this. I love you Aly and I’m sorry I messed up. 051510 will forever be in my heart.
